stoned to the core

Take me from this nightmare
Free me from this dream
I’m scared I’m frightened I’m crying
It makes me want to scream
You always say its half full
But it’s empty in the cup
The biggest fear of mine
Is my parents will split up
Its been bottled up in side
For o so many years
I’m just trying to pack away
All the cry and tears
Sometimes life’s a misery
But my life cannot be
As all hate and spite
Is hidden away from me
Apart from if they hurt me
Physically or not
I start to feel dizzy
Suddenly it’s hot
The happiness in my life
Is mainly from my brother and mum
And that tiny shred of hope
Is completely gone……………………….xx

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