Damien Lane

I met a guy that had been my cusin's friend back in middle school. I was about to start on my freshman year he had been a sophmore. We talked on myyearbook, The first day of school i was nervous, he came up to me and hugged me but i tried to hide. after skool i texted his yahoo messanger and told him to come over from that point on we had created a sierous relationship, he got stingy over me and he wanted me all to himself. Well i got rid of all my guy friends cause i was like dang i'd do anything for him i really loved him. But he said he was a virgin on my first time it didnt seem like it he was too good. Made me wonder how 6 months later he could just move on and trash me away he called me his alleyboo didnt that mean something? And if not something anything at all? He also texted me two weeks ago and we was talking about this chick in his third period very strange how he said he didnt like her, but my friend is best friends with her and said today in class hmm..did you know that damien likes mary? I was like i dont care, but i really did. Sucks i gave him my virgnity and he got me pregnant, now he's with her like the engagement ring the roses and teddy bears didn't mean nothing, i can't help but to think about him everytime i see him my heart gets a ache a bad one like i dont wanna see him im so angry that he did this to me! He said he didnt like her and he lied about being a virgin who knew guys could be so freaking hurtful!! i told him everything, about me my life im never gonna open up for anyone again forget being nice i rather be droopy, Im always going to love him though no matter if when he said he loved me if it was a lie. He's always going to be my first everything. It just hurts when you think someone really loves you. And you think Oh im so happy no more bullcrap and then they leave you or break your heart and its like no no no thats not them you got to be kidding me. Thats why i hate love now forget it who needs it.

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