Regret

Seeing them smiling and Enjoying life,
I'm jealous.
If only i had my mom and dad alive,
if only I'm seeing them like before,
perhaps my life would be joyful too.

I only have nothing aside from GOD,
and those memories that me,my mom and dad had built.
my life is miserable,
so much miserable without them.

Regretting for my mistake,
regretting for everything.
if only i listen to them
if i only dint broke their rules,
if i dint become rebel
then perhaps they were still with me.

if only i treasure those moments of ours,
if only i make bond with them,
if only i show how much i love them
then we could be happy though.

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