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Wrong decisions
I caught him cheating on me him half naked her all the way , I looked at him with a shame face and run out the door he came after me and said baby wait (he grab my harm I told him let me go ) no baby let me explain .I told him I taught that you love me but it was all just a lie it was all bullshit you know what fuck you I don’t want your dirty ass no more you aint worth it no more am not taking your bullshit (I got in my car and burn off since that day I never saw him ) 2 years have passed since he had cheated but I really did not care no more I got invited to this pool party so I was going but like I did not like wasting gas I told my homeboy to give me a ride his name is Alex my other homeboy said that Alex had a big crush on me but I pay no attention but yeah what ever Am still trying to decide what bikini I should wear the one with pokodots or the red one ill wear(the door bell rang)I open it ,it was Alex hey Alex whats up I gave him a hug he gave me a hug real tight I told him hey let go off me your hurting me he let go and said am sorry I told him its okay now that you are here tell me what bikini I should wear I show him the bikinis and he told me I think that you should wear the red one I think the pokodots will show to much I told him and who cares I need to look sexy for the guys im single so what the hell .He told me not for long I told him yeah shore lets leave it’s boring in my house so lets go he me yeah okay shore sexy (I GIGGLE ) we where walking to his car he open the car door to me .He got on the car and turn it on we where leaving then he start talking to me and he told me im going to tell you something but please take me seriously , I told him okay then go ahead and tell me well let me start off with what your ex did to you (I LOOKED AT HIM WITH A ANGRY FACE) look if you going to talk about that nigga then don’t boder telling me nothing he told okay am sorry let me get to the end Well its been two years since I had a huge crush on you I can’t get my eyes off you ,your so sexy you got everything I ever wanted but I never had the balls of telling you and I wanted to go wooped that niggas ass when I found out that he had hurt you .I told him okay that’s nice to know well I want to tell you if you want to be my baby girl I told him let me think about it am not so shore right now give me time I’ll tell you after the party how about that yeah that sounds okay ( we finally got to the party I got down and start walking he came behind me and grab me from my hips I told him hey hold up we don’t go out yet sorry I just don’t want no other nigga touching on my girl okay what ever we walk in and almost all the guys said dawn she fine asshell and alex mean bug them I told him calm down lets go look for a table as we where walking I saw my homeboy luquerio coming tours me I waited for him he said hey sexy I told him hey whats up alex told him hey whats up nigga what you been up to luquerio said hey layla yours girl he told him yeah I told him no am not and then alex said not yet so layla are you the stripper for the night I told him no am not you where last time yeah that was last time hurry alex we found a table we set down hey im going to go and put my stuff upstairs ill be back you want me to come with you no am okay I was heading to the room when I saw that my ex was sitting down holding a cup of beer and on the table next to him where ten more cups I rushed past him to try and ignore him I made it to the stairs without him seeing me I was so glad I walked up the stairs and went inside the room I start to cnge into my bikini I took my bra off when someone came in the room it was my ex I cover my big boobs what the fuck don’t you have manners what’s your problem and din’t I told you to leave me the fuck alone(he start walking tours me I move backwards he got even closer ) hey layla it’s been a long time don’t you think why you left like that let me explain ,there is nothing to explain okay so forget you no I decided to leave I walk tours the door and turn around to put my bikini top my ex got me and try to remove my hands off my chest well I was trying to cover them because I did not have any bra on he hug me I told him let go No not till you kiss me , fuck no am not well then I guess we are going to stay here all day long all night me and you (he pushed me and threw me on the bed trying to touch me but I dint let my self I told him wait I put on my bra and left running down the stairs I saw behind me that he was following me I got to alex and told him hey lets leave he ask me why is there something wrong (well my ex is here and when I went to the room he follow me and without me knowing I start to change and he open the door I had time to cover my boobs then he try to kiss me and touch me Alex ask me did he see you naked well just my boobs hurry lets go alex his coming alex is all like fuck no so he went tours my ex romio and told him hey nigga you got a problem with my girl my ex told him say nigga who the hell you talking to, you mother fucker then out of nowhere alex punch him my other homeboy came and got my ex then my ex said well then tell your girl to stop rubbing all over my dick I said nigga fuck you that’s bullshit alex turn around saw me and start walking away I follow him but stop and said to my ex well I did not said I gave him a big slap then went after alex I chase him out to his truck he got on and turn his truck on I told him wait alex he stop I told so you going to believe that nigga are you really are He turn around and looked at me am sorry he start talking to much so I grab him fro his chin and start kissing him real wildly him back at me I got on the truck and he told me so do we go out now I told him yeah we do 20 min later we got to my house I told him are you tired he said a little I told him wanna stay in my place today his said it all excited yeah we got down I open the door to my aparment he when strait to the couch and no nigga you aint sleeping there you will be sleeping with me in the bed you foreal yeah yeah am for real baby I took a shower then he took a shower we laid down in bed and put a scary movies on out of no where I desided to start touching his dick I put my hand on his dick and he looked at me and said it’s all yours baby i went down on him then after a while he he got me and when under the covers and took my tong off after that we end up having sex we both end up sleeping we where so tired we woke up the next morning dawn what the fuck happen I said to my self I did not feel right I looked to my side and I see alex still sleeping I shook him a little and he start waking up hey alex wake up (he start talking all sleepy ) yeah what happen baby we fuck the first day and I don’t feel right for some reason .Why baby? I don’t know ,Baby just go back to sleep no I cant sleep no more it’s six in the morning Fuck alex said I need to be heading to work at 7:00 I need to go to my crib and change then wake up (he woke up put his clothes on ) hey baby let me get your number so I can called you on my brake okay alex dawn baby whats wrong with you nothing I just don’t feel well baby ill stay if you don’t feel good no am not that sick just go I gave him my number and he ran out the door but then came back and gave me a kiss as soon as he left I took a shower and change ate breakfast and turn on my to see what was on 2 hrs later the door bell rang I went and open it . It was my ex I close the door back but he put his foot and push the door open and close it but he had came in way before that I told him what the fuck do you want and he said let me find out that you go out with that nigga his taking my girl I bet yeah fuck already that shit aint non of your business now leave no baby I ain’t leaving here unsantify what do you mean he grab me and start kissing me I don’t know why but something got into me and I went along with it was proberly because I miss him a lot in the passed or something inside me said let me give him anothere chance but he did me so wrong I just got all does taughts off my head I told him I love you and kiss him back he smile at me and again I end up doing something I will regret I told my ex you know I don’t know why the fuck I did this for I have a boyfriend that I know that he will love me and not cheat on me like you did he looked at me said I taught you said you love well I don’t know what the fuck got into me im sorry please just put your clothes on and leave So youre doing me just like that yeah I am is there a problem the same way you fucking did it to me Okay im leaving satisfy but your boyfriend will know about this get the fucked out now he left but as soon as he did my boyfriend had called me Hello baby hey baby I got out early Im heading to your aparment right now yeah am close ill be there but you –just went to work like 5 hrs ago yeah I did but am going okay bye baby ill be there in 4 min baby (the phone cut off) then I feel all fuck up well when he comes I be done with him dawn I said to my self .Alex had came I hug him he try to kiss me but I moved baby whats wrong with you please tell me did I do something wrong No you did not I did I fuck up am sorry it all to me to blame I don’t know why I did I’’m sorry (the door bell rang)Hold on let me open it then I saw that it was my ex He said hey baby where is the mother fucker at ima tell him what happen I told him you know what just get out leave now then alex came to the door but happening baby tell what did you do Well my ex start saying Me and your baby we had sex and she told me that she still loves me Alex looked at me then turn around and threw a punch at my ex romio they start fighthing I try to stop them but they both said get away I saw my other homeboy running tours them got romio and pull him back I got alex then homeboy took romio away they left alex come in Alex said is this how you are going to do me seriesly the same fucking way he did you well you making feel the way you felt Im sorry alex I was going to end us because I know I did wrong am sorry Well you know what am done with you then he open the door and slam it really hard Well I felt bad but you know what happens had to happen I felt bad to so I just desided to sit my lazy ass in the sofa I felt asleep for 20 min then the door bell ring dawn who is it now I open the door it was alex he start crying I taught you said you where leaving well I was but then I stay in my car and start realizing that I been luving you for a very long time I came to tell
you that I regret breaking up with you I want you back no alex am sorry but I feel bad for what I did just leave I do not want to hurt you am so sorry leave I kiss him on the chick then I realize his hand was bleeding bad what happen i punch my window and broke it then you so stupid I went ang get my aids supply thing I made it stop bleeding then I told him am sorry just leave and close the door he did not said nothing but he txt in my cellphone and said “ LAYLA I FUCKING LOVE YOU I FEEL LIKE KILLING MY SELF BUT I WONT BECAUSE I LOVE YOU” I did not txt back and just set down busted crying in tears then my other homegirl called me ( Hey layla wana go clubbing yeah I shore I need some fun I feel like getting fuckup fuck it am in okay ill pick you up at 10:00 aight then Bye . I went and take a shore got ready put one of my new dress my boobs where all popping out I put high heels on did my make up and did my hair I waited for like 1 hr for her to come she came horn and I went outside she had brought some homeboys one got down and said here let me walk you to the car beautiful okay what ever we got to the club I start driking a lot I got a little tipsy then I start dacing with the guy that walk me to the car all freaky I was all over him then we when and sit down and my home girl said I heard what happen and alex is coming to the club and talking about him his here I saw he was coming I left then the boy I was dancing with said want me to come with you
my homegurl said just let go alone I walked away then alex walk to the table and said hey where is she going she is leaving catch up to her I was about to go in the restroom and alexcame behind me and kissed me and said I love you baby looked am so sorry let me talked to you lets go then outside if you want no I rather talked to you in a calm place the park down town is close okay lets go we walked to the table and I told my homegirl bye and she said fix it layla we left we stopat dennis to eat we ate then we went to the park set down in the water fountain I started talking and said to him im sorry I fucked up so bad is not me I don’t know why I did it after I did what I did I realize I did something wrong and I stop and told him to leave because I hate him But you told him you love him man that was bullshit but yeah I told him that you where the best one for me that you where going to treat me right and you where the right one I kick him out of the house and yold him to leave that’s when he said that he was going to tell you that’s why when you called I was acting all weird I was thinking of breaking out with you but you did it first I felt bad real bad after that because I did you the same way they did me looked am sorry and am the one to blame I understand you and for the reactions of my am sorry to but I want to be with you I want to love you forever and make looked am sorry and am the one to blame I understand you and for the reactions of my am sorry to but I want to be with you I want to love you forever and make you happy (HE GOT ON HIS KNEES AND PUUL OUT A RING) Will you marry me I stay quit and said but we only when out for a day and now youre asking me to marry you well I old you one Yes I will marry you I will Iwill. We kisses each other .We end up back togethere time when flying fast we already had one month togethere (One Morning) one morning I had woke up all sick throwing up I told my baby alex he told me wanna go to the doctor I told when If I get worser yeah he brought me a cup of orange juice I stood up to drink it then I just felt to the floor I fainted alex got me and took me to the hospital by that I time I had woken up the doctors where checking me they may be and do a blood testthen 3 hrs later the doctor said lets meet in my office ima tell you what you have alex came right along the doctor said are you her husband alex answer yeah I am okay you might wanna hold her hand doctor what wrong with me am I dying The doctor look at me and smile no youre not dying but the reason you fainted and threw up does are symptoms of pregnecy CONGRATULATIONS your going to be parents tears came down my eyes and looked at alex he smile grab my head and said am sooooooooooooooo happy ama be a dad then kiss me then his said lets go shopping for baby stuff we left all happy dawn I never knew this was going to happen my true love the girl I taught I would never get is going to be my baby momma I smile and told him yeah I guess baby you do not looked happy about being a mom I am baby I really am but things are going by so fast they flying by in just a month I got pregnet and engage well you making me think that you regret everything we have done do you regret getting engage with me or being with do you even feel something for do you Baby shut up no I do not regret nothing after that we stay mad at each other (the first fight ever) we when out to eat but did not talked at all we got to the house and he left without saying where he was going so I just took a nap then I woke up of the sound of the door opening and closing I open my eyes and alex was standing beside me with 24 roses and a sorry letter I told him am sorry to baby I really im sorry to I love you love at first sight
do you belive in that yeah I do babe im going to take you out to eat something later on we are going to have fun we celebrating for the good news okay baby Okay here I brought you some of your favorite chocolate oh thanks babe (babe take a little nap wake me up in one hour okay baby ) when I woke up it was 4:30 baby hurry change we are going to the mall baby let me sleep no baby wake up no okay stop bodering me wake up but baby we don’t even know what is it going to be so who care nobody really does we going to go by him some cool shoes okay then baby Baby can I tell you something yeah go right ahead I don’t mind well when we got in a fight I left to church to prey then I smile because who ever knew that you the love of my life is actually with me I taught I was never going to get you and me and you will never excist or go out I was never planning to ask you out because I did not have the balls to do it but I did it now I go back and see if I would of never done that I would never go out with you baby I love you and I do not want to loose you because I fucking love you with all my heart and without you I rather just die and not live no more No baby don’t say that shut up please but you have to understand that you are the best thing that ever happen to me you mean the whole world and my baby to I can’t wait to see him am going to called him my little g your funny baby I love you me to by the way thanks for chanching me we left to the mall we booth shoes an a few clothes for me (2months later) baby we have to go to a docters appointment today are you coming or staying yeah am going to come
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