deed of not one but two

you know iam tired of playing this stupid shallow game i hate pretending
dont you understand this blood does not lie on my hand it wasnt me i did not do this filthy deed
i do not lie so why oh why do you make me crii i trii i really really trii why oh why do you make me want to die i put my all i gave my all and now you leave me with nothing to tell no one will listen you say its my fault you did it not me...
i get the blame
im the one who gets sent to shame

leave me be
i was not the one who did this filthy deed