My personal thoughts

Well for starters i think way 2 far sometimes its a good thing but really it might honestly be bad because i think so much that the questions i ask in my head cant be answered or most likely never answered its hard 2 explain because u have 2 understand me and most of all this leads my trail of thoughts 2 God it makes me think wow this whole time i tried really hard 2 be really good but of course that didnt work out and its sad because i can cry so much maybe for hours cuz when i look at time i have 2 go somewher and it really hurts cuz all i thought is like i dont know how 2 say this but i realized after so many years what i wanted 2 be was perfection i know i cant be perfect but i didnt know it was like that an when i realized that i was shocked so i think of it as my doing cuz gods perfect in every the way i thought of it was by not sinning and being a really good person i dont know who i am anymore i thought i did BUT NO SO YALL OUT THERE TELL ME WHAT U THINK ITS NORMAL I KNOW THAT BUT ITS CONFUSING.

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