the pain if silence.....

I stood large black glasses camoflaging the tears that raced
down my cheek, i watched the limo drive past us the flowers so white and beutif
spelling out his god given name ,KEIKO, i stroked pheobes head but she was
lost,i never told her what happened to her father i just told her nothing but it wasnt that easy.
Dear pheobe,
it isnt easy to say but your father was a happy man but was happy for all the wrong reasons.
his addiction to alchahol was one line but his addiction to
what i will tell
you now isnt behind that line.
You see every night he went out late for meatings it wasnt all
that ; his effervecant soul wasnt there then, i knew, he knew, the dead ones new for that minute they saw his reflection in the dagger.......
I love youx
i finished the letter but her head was already over my shoulder
she was silent
still
eyes wide
mouth locked
heart broken
soul gone..........
by skie leiko xxxxx:o):o):o):o):o):o):o):o):o):o):o)

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