I can feel the pain. My brother was an alcoholic and somebody from work was an alcoholic.
I have watched their destruction. Both dead. Unfortunately my brother from a bullet and the other from alcohol poisoning. I am glad the letter helped. Now try to write something happy.

Wow! That's scary! You did good! Please write more! I have never been put in that situation but when I read this it made me feel as if i was in the situation.