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2000 Calories
2000 Calories

2000 Calories

sidneysidney
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2000 calories a day they said

2000 to maintain this “Heathy weight”

But how much to loose?

1000?

700?

500?

200?

...none..

2 years of experimentation

And I had it.

I got it mastered.

No breakfast?

No breakfast, no lunch?

No breakfast, no lunch, no dinner?

Perfect.

That’s my answer.

Perfect,

I will be perfect

I will look in the mirror and be proud,

Proud of what I look like

proud of what’s reflected back at me

I’m in love with the picture in my head

The picture of the perfect girl

I love it.

That emptiness feeling I get going days with no food

I love it

I’m addicted

I’m addicted to it all

I love it.

I’ve made this connection with the mirror

Like magnets with only a negative charge on both ends

Producing only negative effects

A negative effect on my mental state

A negative effect on my physical state

A negative look at life.

The mirror constantly pulls me in,

It tells me to look,

Look at the imperfections,

Look at this ugly mass of clay which I will never be able to Sculpt in the perfect person

But I want to be perfect

I will be perfect

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