Alone?
By isis
I stand looking out at my friends having fun and im just standing there doing nothing.
Maybe its because i have been alone too much and it has made me prefer to be alone then with other people.
I can't help feeling alone i have been ignored by loads of people in the past and feel like it will happen again if i let it, it always does and it affects me.
This brings me back to friendships, some friends that your friend is with will include you in a group or something like that,others will make it their duty to include you in the group their in.
I have been alone with my feelings and thoughts for so long that i don't let anyone in cause its too much and it would only hurt me more to let them in because as soon as i do they just bring me don again with a force that i cant break.
I am meant to be happy but im never happy, hopefully i will find my happiness somewhere and when i have found it i will be happy.
i feel used im always used by my friend they never really want me well that what i feel but they may want me, if they do they have to notice when im low, i know its not easy but they are going to have to try.
Author Notes: This may be my last story but depends if i am in this mood again it helps if i write about it :)
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