Sometimes I remember what she was like. Sometimes I drift in and out of the fragments of memory that I have left of her. I remember that day. That one day she didn't make it. The one day she didn't survive, and I will always remember her smile.
Alex. I love you but I don't think i'll make it
Don't say that Amy! You will survive.
She told me she couldn't make it. That night I went home and cried myself to sleep. I can't imagine the pain she was going through. I woke up early in the morning to check on her in the hospital. It was Sunday.
How is she doing doc?
She seems to be taking her medications quite well, but I still don't know...
I can't lose her, not again.
What do you mean?
(The situation changes to when he almost lost her the first time)
She was a happy girl, she loved the water. Somehow, the water just didn't like her. She was surfing, a shark came by. Bit her arm off. I didn't know what to say.
Hey Alex! Wait up!
What do you want now?
Leave me alone Amy. I don't want to talk to you.
The kids at my high school had been making fun of me for having a girlfriend with one arm. Unfortunately it was her right arm, her dominant arm. She had to learn how to write all over again. I helped her a little at the beginning, but the teasing got worse. I broke up with her.
Amy, I'm breaking up with you.
I know. I don't care. It was bound to happen.
I knew this was going to happen. You so often let other people tease you and make dicisions for you. I thought you were the one, but apparently, you're not!
Go away, I can't bear to look at you.
That night I walked home with my "friend". I told him about what happened.
I broke up with Amy, but it felt more like Amy was breaking up with me.
I don't know what to say...I'm so sorry...
I'm gonna go home now. I'll see you tomorrow.
I sulked to the front door of my house and let myself in. My mom asked me what was wrong. I ignored her and went upstairs. This continued for a week and my "friends" noticed it. They constantly bothered me and told me to cheer up. I just couldn't.
Is there anything that can make you happy? Like see a movie?
What if I bought you some ice cream, would that make you happy?
Is there anything in the whole world that could make you stop sulking around?
I'm sorry for teasing you.
No you aren't.
I considered the possibility that I could talk to her and say I was sorry. I knew sorry was not good enough for her. She deserved better. I couldn't think of anything. That night, I went to my family ranch in Sydney. I found a rope. My so called friend came with me.
Listen, Alex I have to tell you something.
What?! Now are you going to tell me I should jump off of a bridge instead?!
No. I want to tell you that you're Ex told us to say those things about you, to tease you.
No. That's impossible. She's so nice...You're lying.
No I'm not. I know you don't trust me and I know you consider me as an ex friend, but trust me, i'm telling the truth.
I don't believe it. Why would she do that?
To test you.
Author Notes: I hope you enjoyed! If the situation shift was a little confusing, don't worry, you can just message me and I will explain it to you as best as I can. I hope you are all having a wonderful day! Yay! new update! I just wrote part three! It is still pending, so you might have to wait a while...
Special Thanks: TheVallahallan(sorry if I spelled your username wrong) for inspiring me.