Depression

(If you dont know I'm actually 12)

It all started when I was in 5th grade...I was a really happy child always made people laugh and always be happy. It all changed when I got to 5th grade.I was really shy and this one girl approched me her name was Mia and she wanted to be friends with me and I said sure and that's when Our friendship began I always tought that she would always be there for me and she would never talk bad about me and that she would never backstab me but I was wrong...

It all started when I walked in the classroom and everyone was whispering to each other and looking at me so I asked Mia what was wrong and she just got up and ignored me i thought that was weird for her to do that.It was lunch and I saved a seat for her since My other Bff's were sitting with me but she just went to the "Popular" girls table and i felt heart broken she didint like them at all I was so confused.

It was almost time for us to go home I was sad so I decided to go to the bathroom so I could cry I walked in too a stall and just started crying and then I heard other girls voices in the bathroom and then I noticed that one of the voices that were talking sounded like Mia so I started listening to their conversations and I was shocked of what I was listening to she was saying really mean things about me and also saying she was just being my friend popularity and guys. I was heartbroken i couldnt belieave that all this time she was just using me and she was being a fake friend...

After that fateful day I became depressed I didint care about school,I didint eat much then I found a blade and started cutting.I would constaly cry myself to sleep and cut.My friends started noticing that I was acting different and all I would do was Smile and just say "I'm fine" when I really wasnt

And that's when my depression started

Author Notes: I still have depression and i sometimes cut when i have a really bad day at school please don't be like me that has to feel better by cutting just remember don't trust everyone.

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