Experience

I hate what you did to me,

the fucking lies you said,

and no matter what I do,

you're still inside my head;

telling me I wanted it,

that you had every right,

to fuck me and control me,

to destroy my youthful light;

I want to blame you,

so I can forgive myself,

but my self-compassion,

rests on the highest shelf;

I guess it was my fault,

are you satisfied,

do you regret,

the day my innocence died;

I refuse to speak your name,

and hope to erase,

the color of your shirt

that look on your face;

I trusted you,

such a fool, so naive,

to think you,

could care about me;

there was no love,

when your lips met mine,

I only felt fear,

when your hand traced my spine;

scared and confused,

I froze up completely,

I stood back and watched,

you take a piece of me;

I can't scrub you off,

you're a part of my skin,

every blemish has become,

a sign of your sin;

I never knew this moment,

that disappeared so fast,

would leave a red X,

a mark that would last;

but I'm done crying,

done wasting my tears,

your power is gone,

it's me you should fear;

so go fuck yourself,

only you deserve you,

you can talk but your lies,

will never be true;

I hope you had fun,

while I was your game,

but I'm moving on,

you have yourself to blame;

I am stronger and braver,

a warrior with scars,

and you're just jealous,

I made it this far.

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