First Love
By sky_wolf19
I am still recovering from you
Even though the stitches and scars are gone
Even though I no longer need my medication
I am still recovering
Like a ritual, my heart reminds me of the way you held me
Holding onto the feeling as if it is still part of me
Always forcing the memories to replay in my head
I say that the scars have healed but sometimes, when I see you; I get the feeling that the wounds may have reopened
Having to see a severed red string
Tied neatly around my pinky
Something I see no use in keeping
But my heart will not allow me to remove it
The connection I had with you so strong
That it feels wrong to love someone else
When we are alone I want to hold your hand like before
But you push me away so often that I understand you want nothing to do with me
Today has shown me that there is still something between us
But it's been to long and too many other loves
That you, my first love, will always feel like my last
Still special but easily forgotten
Author Notes: It's been awhile
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