One day there was a girl. She got bullied a lot when she entered middle school. Her friends turned their backs on her and they left her broken. She got in a lot of fights until one day she ran away from home. Everyone was looking for her until they found her at school. She was hospitalized for 2 days and then they let her go. She moved to a different school and she got bullied there. One day she had enough of all the bullies and she saw some pills and she thought "this was the end everyone would be happy without me " and she took the pills and swallowed them. Nothing happened to here she was perfectly fine. She was sad that she was still alive. The bullies kept bullying and she didnt know what to do. She moved to a different school and the bullying kept going on and she got into a lot of fights. Then she entered 7th grade and the bullying kept going until one day she got home from school and went through all of her cabinets and swallowed all the pills she found. Her parents got home adn she looked fine. A little while passed and she went numb. She asked her moms bf for help and he didnt do nothing and got mad. Her mom came out of the shower and she slapped her and threw water all over her. Her mom sent her to the bathroom to vomit it out but she couldnt. Her mom came in the bathroom and brought her some pills and told her "if you want to die go ahead, im so tired of you". the girl started to cry and she could barely walk. She didnt sleep at all that night all she did was talk to herself and she was hallucination. The next morning she didnt go to school her mom took her to her work. Her mom took her to the hospital and they said she will be okay. She stayed hospitalized for 2 nights and then they let her go. Then she moved to a different city and school. She meet new people and she even got a bf. She really loved her bf and then the rumors came and they kept saying he was cheating. Then one day she broke up with him. He had no reaction and she could not sleep those nights. She tried to get over him but she couldnt. She saw him everyday hug someone different she was broken. Days went by she still wasnt over him she missed him so much that she had suicidal thought because she left him and she knew he wouldnt come back. She still misses him. She likes someone else but she still has feelings for her ex. She misses her ex but he doesnt give a fuck about her. She feels broken depressed and hurt all she thinks is "what if" and ow she has suicidal thoughts. She wants to die and she wants somebody by her side. She gets home and cries. She cries herself to sleep and she wakes up everyday thinking "I wish i stopped breathing". She misses her ex so bad and wants him back. She wishes she was dead or had a different life.
Author Notes: True story about my life. Don' try to committee suicide someone will miss you.
United States • 20 years old