I No Longer Call

I no longer call you

When I'm on the bathroom floor

Gasping, heaving

Searching for more

More blue from the sky

And taste of the sea

More from the people I call home

And most of all from me

I no longer call you

When the nights are long

Cold,dark

And I'm looking to belong

Belong with a friend

With someone else's kind

Belong to a God

Or the cage of my own mind

I no longer call you

When I can't be satisfied

Hollow, empty

Fearing to be alone

Alone with my thoughts

With my pain and sorrow

Alone without hope

And only the problems of tomorrow

I no longer call you

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