My life, sometimes I question my life. I ask for the purpose of living, the reason we are here. Pain, Joy, Love, Sadness, Feelings. Why do we need these? What would life be without joy? Without you, my best friend?
Well, if I was to think too much of it, I would shiver and shake. The thought of loosing you is dredful. And yet, I left your side. How we said bye to eachother as if it didnt matter, I can stop the river from flowing down my face. All because of him, I had to leave the person most dear to me, I had to loose my friend.
Ha, you thought I was kidding when I said "Hope you have a good life without me"? No, I wasnt, I really mean it. I cant come back if he is there, he's caused to mush stuff to me to much pain and sorrow. I hope you can have a better life without me.
I guess I was right huh? I am just a pathitic little joke for people that want to laugh so hard. I told you, all I do is cause pain. You said you didnt care, you wanted to be my friend didnt you. Well now we came to where I said we would be. We arent friends anymore, are we? I told you Im a joke, I told you all Ill do is bring pain. I told you, I warned you. Did you lisen? No, you were my friend. Im gratefull for the wonderful 7 months of being your friend.
And its not your fault G. Its mine, and his. I cant be around with the devils son. I dont know why you cant see that he has hurt me too! Im sorry for being your friend, if I just never got on that first zoom, I would never have had such a strong bond with you. But I did, and now, I had to leave you. And it doesnt even feel like you cared. Maybe you are happy Im not going to be around anymore.
If so, I thank myself for giving you a better life without me.
A better life without a lost soul you once guided.
Author Notes: G.... I'm sorry for hurting you. I just, I just cant. I cant stay and hurt you, not anymore.
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