I have a problem, more like a habit. Whats the habit you ask? Letting go of people who love me, I let them slip threw my fingers as if they were were water. Why do i use this metaphor? it sounds weird? yes it does sound sound weird and I use it because its the only metaphor i can think of. Your probably waiting for me to say the meaning of the metaphor, aren't you? Everyday we take advantage of water, we water our garden so it can be green and look nice when there are doubts in session,we leave the fosit running as if it will be there forever.
The habit i have will leave me alone one day and it'll be to late to fix it.I let go of people, i push them away to the point where i am no longer worth fighting for. And i always question it, i wonder why they left, even though i know im the reason. The worse part is i do it over and over again, i guess that is why it is called a habit i guess.
I get so affraid they will leave and ill be left in the dust so i leave before they have the chance to hurt me. I think its the best decision for them, my self and my heart. My problem will one day make me alone and i wont be able to do anything about it no longer.
Author Notes: welp first story um yeee
United States • 20 years old