my life,
where do i start. With the depts of hatred or the hope that has been missing. When people think of me or hear of me they think of the girl that ran away or the girl that has no emotions.
i am the ghost girl of this town and i cant do anything to stop them from thinking that,i had i huge meltdown lastnight. i thought of the people that loved me and yet somehow they still continue to hurt me .
all my pain will be lost down this drain and i may as well try meth because i feel like taking my last breath. sitting in my room in the dark stains the pages of my new and lost life .i ask where do i lead now? , well i dont know yet my life is a complete confusing mess.
one mintue im reaching for the stars in hope that everything will be fine and that my family will realise that i feel this way ,and the next im drowning in the depts of deep blue ocean letting myself sink even further than the last time and beleive me i dont know how im stil standing to this day, thats even if i am standing.
i dont trust anyone like i use to and i dont have any friends these days that arent fake. so i sit in the back off my class writing these stories and i journalise everything that crosses my mind and sadly its mostly all sad and painful thoughts.
Author Notes: if any of you see my stories I just want to say thank you ill be writing one a day
Australia • 21 years old