Rainclouds

There’s rain clouds in my head

They fill me with dread

Everyday I wake up with this feeling in me

Makes me want to flee

Breaks me little by little each day

Tears flow out of my eyes

Why won’t I stop crying?

Why?

It just tears me up inside

This feeling affects my loved ones

Makes them ashamed of me

I’m sorry I’m this way

Can’t you see?

I’m trying

Trying to be the best I can be

I push myself to do my best in everything

To at least pretend this feeling doesn’t exist

Can’t any of you see that!?

You just see me as a mistake, huh?

Like I don’t belong?

Well I don’t

Born in the wrong place, the wrong time

Like I said, there’s rain clouds in my head

That fills me with dread

The blades ease the feel

Numbs the pain, you see

Takes it away for a while

So I can live out my day

But you will never see!

You will never get it!

You will always say I’m lying

All I want is attention, right?

Well, that’s where your wrong

Because I really feel like I do not belong..

These rain clouds in my head just don’t make sense..

Tears me away all the time

Soon will tear me from my life...

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