Sadness cant be cured.

By Alex_steven1

My mind scares me, it fucking scares me. The thoughts I think alone at night and the ideas that i dream of pollut my already evil mind. Ive been through shit alone but nobody will care. My biggest fear is feeling like this my whole life, that i live my whole life hurting those i love because im insacure about who ive become.

Im not depressed, I've just realised that love is dead and people are all fake because they will drop you at your lowest as soon as you don't satisfy them and sadly we will do the same. The truth is people don't hurt us, we hurt ourselves by breaking the ones we love. I can hurt myself, it doesn't fase me but when i see someone i love broken because of me it gets to my head.

I know you can relate.

Sadly nobody will really understand you and your one true love will give you the opportunity to break yourself. Then we overthink everything until we give in a put an end to everything. This isn't meant to help people or have a message, this is just my opinion of our horrible society.

Author Notes: "Im good and you?" Shouldn't be the expected answer.

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