Three in the morning in cold sweat
Remembering everything that was said
Wishing deeply that I could forget
But all I could think of was red.
Red like the blood I shed to be free
Long ago when I need the relief
It was in autumn near a tree
That I decide to fall like the leaf.
Everything was withering away
I just didn't want to deal with the pain
Even if I knew someone need me to stay
But it couldn't be help I was going insane
Unfortunately I didn't end my life that day
Because I'm here looking in a box now
Thinking to making the day turn gray
But instead I want someone to say, wow.
Wow, that I decide to continue to live
Not just drop my pen and ended my story
I want everyone to know that I can survive
And keeping on writing with its full glory.