The real me hides and never ever tells anyone how i feel
Im under a mask and never reveal the true person i am
Maybe im scared, maybe im depressed
I try to be happy but that never works out
People say im pretty and i say im not i can never say to myself that im pretty
I question if i should go and die but then i remember my family would miss me and some of my key friends my proper ones
Why was i born to look what i look like and how i look really different to other kids in my year
In the end im me and i will always be self conscious about my body and the way i look
I wont fit into any group and most of all my friends will never know the real me
I wish i could be happy but that will never happen
I've wrote many suicide notes but ive never got able to suicide to myself
Friends are gonna be there or their not
Bullies are gonna keep bullying but i gotta keep going
Schools bad but i only have just under a year left then bye school and bad experiences.
Author Notes: every story is right and true to me and i hope you can relate