This Isn't Me

This isn't me

My minds in a frenzy

My heartbeat's slowing

I might not make it till tomorrow morning

Momma I'm sorry

You tried your best

And all that earned you

Was a gash on your chest

Father forgive me

You taught me well

How to throw a ball

and even pick up shells

But you would've never done it

If you had known

This is where it would lead you

Big brother I love you

You were always so kind

I can't fully understand how it led to this

But thanks to your kindness

You accepted too many lies

Little sister how could you do this

I though we were siblings

But no, you're ruthless

Giving me a knife

Designed with the names of our loved ones

I can't believe you

How utterly sick

I then wake up

Sweat streaming down my face

My mom comes running in

"Oh you're finally awake"

I smiled as I learned it was all a dream

I was so happy

That I had awake

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