Him and Her
By Not Using
you and your brown eyes
they stare at her with love
they stare at me with hate
i understand
I'm sorry
but do you care?
no
you never did
and that's okay with me
I'm over it
but not over you
I wish I was
all my friends stabbed me in the back
but you stayed
till that day
that day that I left
packed up and left
disappearing from your thoughts
that's okay I guess
but is it okay that you thought I was gone?
no, because I was still here
in the background
wishing
hoping and praying
but it was too late
so I left again
and haven't looked back since then
I left to look for myself
but found nothing
I am over that now
I've moved on in my life
and so I say goodbye
over and over again
but you don't hear
and I don't care
I have left and won't come back
not for you and not for her
all my pain has left me
just a black hole
you come back saying the things I wanted to hear
I wanted them so much
but now I don't
years after
I had forgotten about you
and all of your lies
I never thought about you
I never thought
It would be you
waiting there for me
you just want to talk
I don't
I've missed you
you always thought I would fall again
I realized
I feel pain in my heart
He's gone
forever
and never did I get to tell him what he meant to me
He meant
Everything
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