When i looke back at all the things i wrote before you left for boot camp about all the things i had loved about you and was going to miss at boot camp how i thought we would have a life together. When i read back over our messages i never would of believed that u would be gone that’s those things i would miss i really do. I always would come back u were a great friend and i was in love with you. You were the man that changed me the most and even now almost a year after ur death I’m crying at 3 am because i can’t believe ur gone we had a good relationship even though we had silly fights i miss you. I wish you knew how i felt. I wish you were still here. I really do love you. You should of called.