River Meyers

I use they/them/their pronouns

My name is Serenity. I don't like Serenity. I go by River. If you refer to me as River you'll make my day. (Not many people do) :(

I have anger issues

I have trust issues. (If we become friends...I will question stuff ALOT. It's not that I don't want to be friends)

I've been through some messed up stuff so I can try and help.

i have depression, anxiety, bipolar, ADHD, ADD, ODD, DMDD, eating disorder & a bunch more that I can't keep track of.

I can't spell for shit soooo

I have 5 siblings..

I don't really like food they all make me sick

Favorite drinks;

Monster

Red bull

Coffee

Dr. Pepper

Coca cola

sprite

7-up

I'm shy at first, once I get used to talking to you I will never shut up. If you get annoyed please tell me NICELY to be quiet

I HATE spiders.

I am taken buts its complicated

I swear a lot so just tell me if you don't like swearing. (I'll try my best to not swear. I will slip up sometimes, so I apologize)

I am bisexual

Favorite Song(s)

Glass House~Machine Gun Kelly

Twin Flame~Machine Gun Kelly

Deep End~Birdy

Not About Angels~Birdy

LockSmith~Sadie Jean

Sara~We Three

Medicine~Daughter

Broken~Isak Danielson

Backing Down~Isak Danielson

I Found~Amber Run

Hold On~Chord Overstreet

Train Wreck~James Arthur

I'll be good~Jaymes Young

Any Songs By Jessie Murph

Little Lion Man-Mumford & Sons

7 Years~Sik World

Lost In The Moment~NF

How Do I Say Goodbye~Dean Lewis

Waves~Dean Lewis

If You Love Her~Forest Blakk

Romantic Homicide~d4vd

Another Love~Tom Odell(slowed version)

In The Stars~Benson Boone

Leave A light On~Tom Walker

Yellow~Coldplay

Control~Zoe Wees

Baby Don't Cut~Bmike

Anixety~Bmike

One Day~Tate Mcrae

WYD Now?~Sadie jean

Any song by Bailey Zimmerman

Don't Give Up On Me~Andy Grammar

Half A Man~Dean Lewis

Mind Over Matter~Young the giant

Favorite Artists/Band(s)

Sik world

Chord Overstreet

Dean Lewis

MCR(My Chemical Romance)

Machine Gun Kelly

Bailey Zimmerman

yungblood

OneRepublic

Current Book

Accomplice

Video Games(I play video games VERY RAELY)

Roblox Or Minecraft

My hobbies

Painting

Reading

Drawing

Coloring

Talking to my gf

Takes up most of my day thingies

Talking to my gf

School

Homework

Sleeping

My b-day

June 29th 2007

thats all

Favorite quotes:

Trust is like an earser, It get's smaller and smaller after every mistake-Unknown

I never choose you; My heart did

The loneliest moment in someones life is when they are sitting there watching their world fall apart; & all they can do is blankly stare

I hide all my scars with a "I'm fine"

If this is how my life is going to be; Then I don't want it anymore

I'm the type of person that talks others out of suicide but can't talk myself out of it. I tell everyone how amazing they are so they don't feel the way I do.

Suicide is a permanent soultion to a temporary problem

Suicidal people...are just angels who want to go home

The mintue you think you should give up; think of why you stayed for so long

Suicide isn't cowardly; I'll tell you whats cowardly treating people so bad they want to end their life

I want to be happy but life won't let me be happy

The epic story of tomorrow can't be written: if it ends today

Depression is like having a abusive battle with yourself

I save everyone else but can't seem to save myself

I would say I'm okay, but I'm done lying.

It's terrifying the kind the kind of sadness the "happiest" people hid in themselves.

I lost myself loving everyone; now I'm losing everyone trying to find myself

It's hard to sleep when your heart is at war with your mind.

Hurt people hide in plain sight

Depression is living in a body fighting to surive; with a mind that trys to die

Dear self Sorry for always breaking you; for others who didn't care

I lost everyone; even myself

I though I lost you; turns out you were never really there

When I lost you..I lost my entire life.

It's sad when someone you know turns into someone you knew

You have no idea how worthless you made me feel

I lost everything for you; in the end I ended up lossing you too

I don't hate you; I just lost all reasons to love you

Till my last day; I'll love you