Moving is a scary experience. You leave what you thought you knew best behind and join, essentially, a new world. In my world I'm surrounded by so many new people. I connect with them. But my question is how can I feel so disconnected and alone when I receive nothing but attention from those around me.
I lay in bed each night and think of all the bad that has happened. The chances where I didn't get to say goodbye before I lost the loves of my life. I feel as if there is no one that understands me and my complex exterior. No one will ever understand me in my truest form.
Whether it is 3 am and I'm crying my heart out or 30 minutes after laughing my ass off. We are all truely alone in this world, the only difference is with some we are dependent on others. And that my friends is the paradox of life.