Broken

Pain pain, go away

Never come any other day

Will a taste of a blade make you go away?

Will I see a rainbow for just one day?

I don't feel like me anymore

Used to be the most joy in the room

Now, I've just withered away..

Is there no one here to save the day?

I try to smile, I try to laugh

But it never seems to last

Why?

Why am I the one that has to feel this pain?

Can't it just strain?

Please leave me pain

I can't handle it anymore

I just want to feel normal

Not sad

Not painful

Not angry

Not regret nor guilt

Ecspecially not hatred

Just normal

Just leave me be!

I never asked for you!

I never wanted you!

The one's I looked up to in life already spread their wings and flew away

And now I,the youngest, has to deal with my parents

The arguments

The hatred

The shadiness

The lies

The words spoken to me

The words that makes me want to flee

The isolation

No love No life

Just..emptiness

Emptiness in this house

Emptiness in this family

Emptiness in this life.

I don't want to leave

I just want the pain to leave

It doesn't belong within me

It's a possession that needs to leave.