How many tears would bring you back?
How many breakdowns would lead you back to me?
None, that's what.
Cancer has taken you away,
And I can wish up and down, but
there's no bring you back.
How much pain can I take before I crumble?
How much suffering can I endure?
How many more sobs would I try to suppress?
into a jar
and I hope that you'll find it someday
and realize that
I miss you.
Author Notes: D-E-P-R-E-S-S-I-N-G. Dedicated to anybody that can relate to this. I'm sorry. I know those words are used and pretty pointless, but I'm not saying it to be nice. I'm saying it for real...because I know how it feels.