This silence is suffocating
I feel empty
A piece of my self gone with the wind
The same way you left me.
I’m the lost puzzle piece
That doesn’t belong to any puzzle
I’m the lone cloud in the sky
Waiting for the moon to come up.
I feel so scattered
My feelings bleeding
Out, I’ve got scars
Stretching out farther than I’ve ever been.
All the jewels, the riches and the people
Could fix me.
Band-aids don’t fix bullet holes.
You shot me down,
Why am I still alive?
Dirt caked under my nails,
I throw the shovel aside
And throw myself into that deep dark grave.
I’d watch as dirt clouded my vision
And my breathe no longer.
I’d watch as the moon rose
My vision now splattered with red.
I feel so scattered,
My heart shattered and left in pieces
I wish I could float away
My screams muffled by the crashing of the ocean.
But at least,
As I drift away,
I wouldn’t be alone
I wouldn’t be left in silence.