Dear Momma

Dear mom, I've just been born, i already love you so much, I like listening to your heart beat when u hold me "I love you mommy"
Dear mom, I am 4 years old and I love you ! I like when we go to ice cream every Sunday, I love it so so much ! I love you
Dear mom, I am 8 years old now ! I love mom, I seen you crying in your room because daddy wanted to leave, I gave you a big bear hug, love you momma
Dear mom, I am 12 years old and and finally understanding life a little more, daddy goes to the bar a lot and drinks and comes home yelling and he has a girlfriend but I don't like her momma she's mean and bossy, I love you mom because I can talk to you whenever I want, school is hard right now because I don't think I'm smart I think there's something wrong with me
Dear mom, I am 13 years old and let me tell you life is hard ! I don't like it at all, I'm struggling to hold my self up right now, all my friends are turning away on me and so is my own father he has his own family that he wants to be with, you married a man, I don't like it and can't used to I'm sorry mom ever since I married him things haven't been the same,seems like we fight a lot, but we get through it and let me tell you this year has been hard I'm glad you were here with me to help me get through it, I have grown with anxiety over the past years and I want help but I don't which confuses you and all you want to do is to help me get better,
Dear mom I am 13 and a half , I don't anymore mom, I'm sorry, I'm so so so sorry I hurt you by saying I want to leave but I want you to know mom I didn't mean it I'm sorry ! I almost commit suicide in my room while you were taking a walk crying because of what I said , I take it back! I love you please don't push me away!
Dear mom I am 14 years old I tried committing suicide 2 times I failed, Im currently being pushed away from you and I hate it cause I love you, I need you, no one else is here for me, come on mom ! Please, please don't shut me out.. please:(
Dear mom I am 14 and a half it's official you abandon me, I'm sorry, now I have no place to call home, I'm scared right now, is suicide the answer, I mean who really would even care, since you didn't want me in your life anymore.. just want you to know mom..I miss when we would go to the park and get ice cream after every Sunday, I miss our bear hugs, I miss being able to talk when I needed help.. I miss you...

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