The feeling of restraint engulfs me,
A feeling of neglect and
I don’t want there to be any today,
I turn from all of the thoughts inside my head,
School fills me with more dread.
I don’t want to talk,
I don’t even want to walk.
The ignorance that I live is a burden,
A weight I cannot lift.
I imagine myself in a pond,
My body cast adrift.
I open my eyes and suddenly I’m falling,
I can hear myself, crying,
My head is full of thoughts, but that one is highlighted in
I feel like my mouth has been poisoned with
I want to lock myself in a big metal
I feel like life is a never-ending race.
I look back over my shoulder,
I feel like I am ten years older.
This is no special occasion,
These are just feelings of
Author Notes: Whenever there is a topic I don't want to talk about, I feel like I am locked in a cage. I don't really know wether to tell somebody, or just keep it to myself. I try to ignore the topic as much as I can, but it is so hard for me to keep the emotions in. Can you guys relate? ;)