i starting liking you the second when we started talking.
that's nothing new with me, but still.
it felt different.
i thought of you- in every moment, of every day.
that's nothing new.
but still.
one day, you asked me out. as a joke.
i took it very seriously. my crush got worse.
but you said it was a joke.
so it didn't mean anything.
you said
"you know i'm just kidding, right?"
you told me who you really liked.
from that day, all you did was talk about her.
when you knew.
when you knew i liked you.
i was so desperate for your affection. your attention.
i was blind.
i loved you. a little part of me still does.
but-
i'm over you now. i swear i am.
but don't talk about her like that
at least around me.
i already know she's prettier,
smarter,
better.
trust me, i know.
but please.
don't talk about her like that.
it still hurts
and it probably always will.
but i'm over you.
i swear.
i'm getting better.
Author Notes: this person probably doesn't know who they are. but i still hope they read this.
i hope you guys get better, too. in whatever you're facing.
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