I Am Not Worthless

I am a drowning person in a crowded pool

Everyone watches as I fall deeper and deeper

But not one person says or does anything to help

"You are all blind" I think as I go deeper

Then one person extends there arm out to try and pull me up

But I am a 500 pound weight and continue to go farther into the water

At that everyone turns away not wanting to see me anymore

As if I was a TV show you could just simply turn off and be done with it

But its not that easy

Even after you see my tears you continue to break me down

And you say its not your fault but instead mine

How is it my fault that you call me "to skinny" "an ugly sight" "worthless" "loser"

Can you please explain why

But every time I try to speak you shut me up

No I'm done feeling worthless

I am done feeling like your ragdoll whom you can toss around anytime

I am more than that

And if you don't believe me then I will show you that I am not "to skinny" or "an ugly sight"

And one day all of this will catch up to you

And you will see that the true loser all along was you

Not me or her or anyone else

But you