I Am Only 14

I'm only 14
I should be writing love letters
not suicide notes

I'm only 14
I should be drawing with pencils
not razors

I'm only 14
I should be wanting to go out with friends
not wanting to be dead

Isn't it sad when you are only a kid still in school dealing with all this bull crap and all you want to do is die?

You want to dissapear. For me, everyday I wait in the halls for my "friends" right before lunch. Waiting for them to get their lunch and phones out of the lockers. I just want to run into the bathroom and cry. Cry for everything I feel I do wrong.

Cry for all the times I put peoples lives through hell because of drama others involve me in.

I hope I am not the only one who does that, but I'm not saying I wish people went through the same thing.

I want to help people who are going through the same thing, I don't say I understand just to make you feel better about yourself. I know what you are going through because I am going through the same hell as you are.

We just might be on different levels

Author Notes: thanks for reading

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