I'm sick of hearing bullshit about how beacuse I'm 16 I don't know what love is. Ive been up all night cring in pain in physical pain because I let one person go that I thought I didnt love. But I guess that it's true you don't know what you have until it's gone. I really miss her I've only dated one person in my life and because I lost her because I couldn't say I love you. And I hate myself for this and I try to find someone new but I can't who would want someone like me anyway I'm so messed up. I just want someone I can love and it hurts knowing not to many people want me.