I Have to Believe
By NobodyImportant - 1 Review
Smoking cigarettes down to the filter
Drinking till it’s gone
I swear I’ll never forget you
But always life goes on.
I can never forget you
Your words or your laugh
Living and loving each day
As though it were your last
Everything seems surreal
I’m numb yet I hurt.
I don’t know if I can handle what I feel
I can’t seem to find the words.
You saved my life and I never told you
You’re the reason I’m alive.
You pulled me back from the death I sought
And raised me back to life.
These words could never be enough
So I write them for me
To make myself feel okay
Make myself believe
I believe you’re in a better place
I believe you’re happy there
I believe one day I’ll be okay
Even without you here.
You were never perfect
But no one ever could be
Whether you knew it or not,
You, AP, changed me.
Author Notes: I miss you. A lot. More than I want to.
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