I Know It Is Cringey

I Know it is Cringey.

I know it is cringey,

So, I never told you that,

you were beyond my imagination,

you took away my sense of reason.

Although you weren’t exactly pleasing to the eyes,

The way you carry yourself caught my attention.

I know it is cringey,

So, I never told you,

I love the way we started by debating on lobotomies.

You were way too serious for

someone who is obsessed with brownies.

You were someone who loves to share your own stories,

A complete opposite of me who keeps

everything about me close to me.

I know it is cringey,

So, I never told you,

My favourite colour changed from

blue to hazel because of your eyes.

The thought of you made the rest of my days bright.

I know it is too late,

I never told you, I am sorry.

When you told me about your crippling depression,

It wasn’t something I could fix with my hesitation.

I gave you silence while you broke in silence,

And in silence, you took a step forward to eternal silence.

I know it is cringey,

I wish I could’ve told you,

Ik hou van je.

Het spijt me heel erg.