I Will Not Give In

Though I wake up each morning feeling lost and hopeless

Wondering why I even exist

And struggle to find my purpose

I WILL NOT GIVE IN

Though I often feel like ending it all

And want to return to my old ways

Take a shot to forget this current pain

I WILL NOT GIVE IN

Though I long for the place where no memory resides

And wish to remain forever numb

Safe inside my cloud of fog

I WILL NOT GIVE IN

There has to be a reason I'm still breathing

and not one of the forsaken

There must be more to me than this

No, I WILL NOT GIVE IN

I refuse to accept this as my fate

Instead I choose to hope and dream

Someday this constant struggle will end

And I will wake each morning with the sun in my face and peace in my soul

NO, I WILL NOT GIVE IN