I smile as a stranger walks by and catches my eye... if only he could see,
If only he could see inside my heart
See the weakness ans the loneliness
If only I could find someone to understand I go through life in a daze, not many people seeing the true me,
Not many people even trying to see me
I sit with friends and talk and smile only to cover up the pain as soon as the light goes out at night
I am terrified
What if I die?
Would anyone care?
Would I've made a difference in anyone's life?
Left my mark anywhere behind so I can be remembered as I reach out for anything to grasp onto
To help me catch my breath between my cries of despair
Please, please, I pray, just relieve me of this pain in my heart.