IIts understandable if you're stressed. There's been s pandemic and a lot of mixed messages about it. You are not alone in feeling this way. Things can get better even when it serms hopeless. There was a recession in the 1980s and I lived through it. It didn't last forever. Don't give up hope.

I really feel what you mean. I dont know who you are and your struggles but I feel you being trapped. I have Ptsd and often have dreams and often wanna escape my mind and want to disappear and constanly hear move on its hard and i see what you feel keep writing find your outlet and live your experiences.
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