Just a Diary Part 4

25/11/2036

I met Alexa today at the mall. She was with her friends and she asked me to join her. This was the first time she acknowledged me in front of her school friend’s. We had a good lunch and I offered to walk her home since both her friends had to head back to the library.

I don’t get why I can't articulate when I’m around her. I think I have a crush on her. It isn’t like I never had a crush before, why was this so different. I understand how it’s like to be nervous around your crush but she takes butterflies to a whole new level. We use video projection and WhatsApp a lot but she turned me into a stalker. I’d stare at her photos on Instagram just because I miss her face. Oh god, I'm going crazy

Jeremy

3/12/2036

My phone kept buzzing today, I was wondering what was going on but when I opened the projection, it showed that @jeremy.r had liked the same post of mine 12 times! Hahaha, I’m gonna text him about this!

Alexa

10/12/2036

Mom and Dad are arguing again, I don’t get it anymore. They were throwing things around and I’m honestly really scared. I’m scared of falling back to my childhood state of depression. I feel like I’m slipping. I’I wish this was all a dream. The sounds of plates crashing and chairs being flung are really loud. I’m hiding under my table, hoping they don’t realise that I exist. I hate my troubled family.

People ask me why I’m scared to talk, it’s because growing up I was told to keep quiet. My words didn’t matter anyway.

Anyway, Alexa’s calling

Jeremy

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