Life?

Will I live to see tomorrow
Or will I chose to end my sorrow
Selfish decisions or selfless actions
Do I ever cross your mind anymore

I tried to say I'm sorry
But this mirror --- holds no reflection
I tried not to worry
But it seems that just ---- my true completion

I've held on so long
But I feel like there's nothing left to hold
When you failed so hard at living
You'd like nothing more than to succeed

Contemplating my indecisions
What does it all mean...
So much pain and agony
It seems to be overwhelming me

When you've lost it all
What does it matter to fall?
When there's no one left to catch you,
It wont hurt you at all

Filled with so much regret
The constant thought of death
Seems to be the answer
To solve all the problems that I've caused

Since this worlds gotten so heavy
And my shoulders have gotten so weak
Struggling with life's every call
You feel it all start to fall

Now that your in pieces an there's no one to pick them up
All you have is that reflection of your own failures that plagued you for so long