Long Time, No Talk

It's been ten years.
Three years without her love,
Without her loving eyes melting mine.

It's been ten years.
Three years without her warmth,
Making me summer in the middle of winter.

It's been ten years.
Three years without her hands,
Holding mine as we walk as if we were synchronized.

It's been fourteen years.
Four years of painful silence of her.
Silence that will never be fulfilled.

It's been fourteen years.
Four years of restless nights.
Nights that I spend thinking of what you would've been today.

It's been fourteen years.
Four years since the disease.
The disease that took her away.

Grandma? I really miss you.