Losing You

It tears me up

To know that you are really gone

That I will have to continue every day without you

Seeing your pictures on the wall

And the small reminders of you

Bring all the memories flooding in

It makes me want to break down

and turn back time

But I know that I have to be strong

and hold onto the memories

The memories that I wouldn't trade for anything

I will always hold on to the knowledge

that you are no longer in pain

And that I will see you again

It may not take away

the hole in my heart

but it will help me live with it

I will always have days that are harder than others,

The days that I just want to cry

And the ones that I learn to keep going

They will always be a part of me

but so will the memories.

And for that, I will forever be grateful!

I love you and can't wait to see you again

So until then, I will keep going

and help others through their own pain

Because I know that it is what you would want me to do!