Ive tried to find my purpose, the reason for being. Ive tried to love someone else but it fails as I dont even love myself. I often open my notes try to write a poem. All I can seem to get on the paper is fallen rose petals repeated in the same sad way. I ask myself , why do you compare your dumb trauma to fallen rose petals? Is it becuase youve been rained on? Is it because you fall apart? Is it because you rot and loose color? Is it becuase you get stomped on? NO! Stop no matter what you put they will tell you to stop being dramatic. To them your trauma is just another event and they tell people have been put through worse. Put it behind you stop holding on. Face it, your a loss cause. No fixing you .