Mad Girl's Love Song

I was crying
Slowly started smiling again
Then things to a turn for the worst
Now I'm crying again

I'm broken but
You only see the smile I hide
You are blinded by that smile
Don't even notice the tears I shed

You ruined me
Buried my happiness
Six feet under
You broke me

I can't think of him without crying
And that's all because of you
You see that smile
You don't see the truth

He changed me
But you clearly didn't notice
I miss him
You don't know

I loved him
But you didn't care
Instead you would like to see my tears
I loved him

The tears I shed
Just lying in bed
Silently whispering in my head
I'd be better off dead

I was crying
Then slowly started smiling
Now I'm crying again
I feel like I'm dying