Mom Im Sorry

Im sorry,
I said somethings I shouldnt have.
I blamed you but is it really your fault?
You dont call no more,
Havent texted either.
I really messed up.
You tried telling me I didnt know what happened.
Well your wrong I do know,
Ive always known,
I lied about forgeting,
So I didnt have to talk about it.
I know what happened to me
And I know you wernt there to stop it.
You dont have to talk to me,
But at least call your son,
He misses you.
And I wanna hear from my sister.
She is my everything,
And im sorry im not there to protect her,
Im sorry stuff happened like it did.
And im sorry any of us had to go through it.