No Longer

'whatever out souls are made of, mine and hers are the same'

was the quote i use to say when i thought of you

we were once intertwined

connected by the hips

could tell what each other were thinking with just one look

i used to catch myself smiling at your texts

kowing that i didnt mind it

because it was you that i was smiling at

my head was constanlty thinking about you

and i didnt mind

because it was you i was thinking about

everything i said i mentioned you in it

and i didnt mind it

because it was you i was talking about

i no longer smile when you text me, instead my heart pumps not knowing what you're going to say scares me

that i do mind

because it's you that i'm scared off

my head no longer thinks about you

unless i miss you

that i do mind

because its you that i miss

i no longer talk about you

that i do mind

because that means you're slowly disappearing

you're slowly going out my life

and i dont like it

my friends no longer see me happu

no instead they see me sad

i no longer hug you

and that hurts me

because it's you that i can't hug

i no longer kiss you

and that hurts me

because instead of me kissing you

its her.